Okay so... I've felt like this for a long time now... and please dont contribute me crap about being emo or dumb... I just... I have a feeling like no one is feeling indistinguishable way I do...
And if you have never felt this mode... don't even bother responding.
I feel sad... I feel close to im tryign to be something im not... I use to know what i wanted to be... but now i dont even know what i want to be... Im sick of having to verbs about weather people care or not. I'm sick of dealing near all of the sickening emotions with life span... I have wanted to end my existence so bad, And i use to think people would protection... but now... honestly... if i were to take my own existence... would people really care? i mean seriouslly... sure i may come up within a converstion occaisionally or My family would be upset... but they could get threw it... They could go on lacking me... and my friends... well i honestly dont think they care.
Also Dealing next to all this makes me want to be alone... It makes me want to be the merely person left on earth. And they other say, "you would be lonely and sad."
But i think i could honestly catch over being alone forever... and when i am done i either wait till i die or pinch my own life.

I know this is ridiculous but... sometimes i fantasize about my own world... i dream that I'm the only one the beside the one i Know and love, with that person who feels equal way I do. And my world represents me and i dont have to care more or less anyone else but me my partner and the few ppl who i let come there.

But i feel that not a soul feels this way... and when you know me in rl know one have a clue what i had been going threw the night b4... my dad can be really wounding at times... and well no one know that my dad is like that nor Do they know how i have a feeling about me being the only one...

I told one creature... we had alot in common and in good health i thought she felt the same way i did... but i be wrong... i could tell by the tone of her voice...

Most of the time i do stupid things becaus i Really dont care wather i am to live or die.

I would give my go for anyone of my friends... even though they wouldnt give their life for me...
I would give my go for any one of my family memebers.
But most of all I would give my time to find that one person who feels the same course I do.

AND PLEASE I DONT NEED YOU TO LECTURE ME OR TELL ME I NEED TO SEE A THERAPIST. What i need is somone to tell me if they are feeling like way... God... I dont need your pitty nor your sympathy... i just want to know who feel the same way, People say in attendance are tons of ppl that feel the same way i do, but i want to hear from them.
Answers:    You're not the simply one that feels this way. But the reason you STILL touch this way is because you're dwelling on it and feeling a bit sorry for yourself. The only entity that can make your situation better is if you decide to get on next to your life and do things to make yourself happy. Death isn't the answer. Quit thinking more or less what other people think, and do whatever make you smile, that doesn't cause anyone physical harm. Do this, and you'll soon be happier.

I know you don't want to hear any suggestions to see a therapist...but if you can find it yourself to do it, it won't necessarily bring in you happy...but it will help you make yourself relieved a lot faster than without therapy. It's up to you.

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Something is abnormal almost me...?

u r making enthusiasm hard on Y! answers. post a shorter qstn

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Constant spasm surrounded by my rear legs..

you ask a rambling, semi coherent question near all sorts of stipulations attached and you expect people to answer this. the only item i could say is to quit feeling sorry for yourself and worrying about stupid sh--. receive a job, read a book, take a hike, dance to the beach, take a trip to the mountains, get laid.

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Caught **** surrounded by my zipper 3..