Fastest opening 2 restore to health a cut????
i know i cant rush "nature" blah blah blah but yeah i'm just worried (if my mom see the minor cuts, she'll put me in counseling)
Answer: "if my mom sees the minor cuts, she'll put me surrounded by counseling"
Which might very well be exactly what you have need of.
Trust me on this, it will only get worse.
Anyway, the actual grill:
Keep it clean. Neosporin is good as it will prevent infection. During the time keep it bandaged. At night bear off the band-aid and let it "breathe". Wash it each day with soap and warm wet. Do not pick at the scab. That's about it. Not much else to do but wait..
I'm not axiom this to be mean but sounds like you should be contained by counseling. Your mom loves you. She'd be devastated if you lost your life!! Please don't do that to her. She'll cry for you every mother's day, father's sunshine, Christmas, Halloween , your birthday... Think of someone besides yourself, try to take care of the family around you. Try to get your mind off yourself, slaughter yourself is the MOST selfish thing you can do.