how can i possible still be alive?
shouldnt i be dead?

(p.s. dont get me wrong, im soooo glad i didnt die and im still alive but i still wander every single hours of daylight how/why i didnt die or even encounter any type of brain damage.) im perfectly healthy right in a minute
Answers:    yea. you are lucky and as much as you wont believe it... there was an angel with you. don't try that again, you will hurt so tons more people by just "helping" yourself. its just inconsiderate, but it IS very sad to see someone get to that point

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Is artificial Tanning a suitable substitute for..

Maybe the basis your still alive is because the reasons you were killing yourself be not worth it. Unless your really sure you want to die then I would not attempt that again. Alot of people have some material serious problems. Take a look around and talk to some people and you will probably find that out. P. S. I am glad you did not die and so are the people who know you too. god bless

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Hurt my put a bet on at..

That is amazing that you are still alive and hold no brain damage. I know someone who did commit suicide that way and succeeded. He was married and moved out behind three young daughters.

Surviving three hours is a miracle.

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What is the problem beside my stern..

when its your time to go.. its your time to run.. Plain and simple.. it wasnt your time.

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Health, how can I progress pay for..

ask and thank God.

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