I'm intuition pretty down?
I have PTSD at the age of 15, I am from a dysfunctional family, and vivacity just seems to draw from me down, friends, girls, trust, adults, the law of this modern world, I wish I be in the days where time could be ruled by just one gun, or even by a sword, when things were fiesta, I was thinking of planning a career for the Military, but why, it's resembling being a pawn within some ** up game it seems. You can be kill from the other side of the world, or even in your own home...where you sleep. You can be kill by yourself...disease, infection, etc. You can get killed and not a soul would know why, let alone know who you are/were. Life to me at this point seems unfulfilling, forsaken, my parents say I'm out of control next to my randomness, my flipant attitude, my family is never trustworthy in my evaluation, then again friends, the schools, the equality system, freedom, and right to life is robbed it would seem, adjectives the good qualities of go taken out day by day, since the commencing of time it's almost as though we are taking ourselves to our deaths in the wind up, as history repeats itself, stories are untold. I sit around and play WoW all day, instead of enjoy nature, outdoors, and just the things I loved as a kid. I involve some advice people, please
Answer: I play wow too, yeah its a fun team game but when i play the game i imagine myself staring at myself surrounded by the chair on the computer with no reaction, and i dont like what i see. I try to get out as much as possible, I love individual with my friends but lately i have be losing friends since my life has be really sucky lately, I think that you should go on some walk for a bit and think, or go outside and lay down on the grass beside your eyes closed letting the sun's warmth relax you, it gives you time to presume.
to me you know what life is all just about you have understanding despite your situation.everyone carry his own load i believe and life is as you described the tv tries to bequeath you a different picture. some people seek and find and others hold rough situations like the one you face or worse, but they rouse themselves they look back at there former accomplishments of any kind and peace of mind is but for a moment then someone comes an give you bs..and its a constant cycle
whenever i get confused or discouraged or even stupid, i think comfortable thoughts idk i guess im weak minded are you, i think in that is peace when you do this and practice it and i read the bible it helps
because like you utter life was easier within the ancient days like king arthur, or something back next but not the future, you got stupid empire now. i say this because i be through the bs after bs
and believe me it keeps on piling up if you dont find a solution
the best advice i can pass is to you
"dont worry about simply handle it" and the bs will cease
if you verbs about it it grows till theres no escape
i hope you make it through